coexist

02:33
I get to hear “you’re not over him” a lot. Almost everyday. I really don’t like being reminded of him, because I remind myself often enough.

I really feel like I am over him. I truly do. I don’t miss him anymore. I don’t think I’m over it, though. You know, what we had. So much in common. Friendship. That’s what I’m missing. I also miss being someone’s favourite person. Someone who thinks that I’m good enough, and reminds me in subtle ways. I’ve never met anyone who even qualifies. Not in the same way.

And I don’t know… What do you expect? Five fucking years. Of course it’s going to take time. That doesn’t mean I can’t fall for someone else. In fact, I think that’s the only way. Getting into something better.

People are always telling me what to do and how to feel. Like it makes any difference. Your words don’t make any fucking difference. Time will, and I’m really trying.